Ashley

Hey, can you talk a little louder? I don't think my heart's broken enough. But someday we'll all be old and I'll be so damn beautiful.

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This blog has followed me for a long time... from the first day of CIS not knowing what to write about, to when I felt the urge to go to church and the blogs that followed, to now while I sit in Michigan. Hopefully you can take something worthwhile from it and enjoy it.

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

My first attempt...

The promise of tomorrow lies deeply hidden in the reality of today.

When the lights went out that night, I felt I was doomed. It seemed to be just yesterday that I had truly started to live, and now it was all going to be swept out from under my feet before I had the chance to savor it. I had spent all day in the arms of the world, and when the housekey went in the lock of my front door I was still examining the brochure from the museum I had just left. The art that is made outside of the US is amazing; emotions are shown without any veil, so they come across as real, deep, cutting. Out of all of the pieces on display, my preferred one was in a back corner of a seemingly forgotten room. The lights were dimmed, and the painting of an old woman doing her daily chores was cast in a serene glow that brought her to life. By just glancing at the picture, it was easy to get caught in it; by looking over your shoulder at it you're transformed to that time, when women would hang their familys' clothes in the yard to be dried by the natural wind.
I filled my coffee mug with hot water and a slice of lemon and sat down on the futon in the living room to be again transported to another world. I was the actor, and my stage was the book I held in my hands. As I read, I understood. As I understood, I believed. I believed what all the great thinkers and writers have always said: living cannot be a solitary act.

3 Comments:

Blogger Dana said...

Ashley-

What a brilliant observation, and in so few words! This is going to stick in my mind for a while.

-Dana

8:57 PM  
Blogger Stephanie said...

Wow! ashley that is an amazing little peice! you are an amazing writer...don't ever sell yourself short!

3:38 PM  
Blogger W_kh said...

Awesome Ashley. I like the narrative and the art topic.

6:43 PM  

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